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Saturday, April 22, 2006

I am getting much better, although I did take a long time to think of our relationship. Yes, I still Love and care her so much! She will be my BB for ever.......... I am so sorry Daddy! Maybe as I said that day I made you disapportant and that's what you did also. You guys made me scared TRUST! Anyway thanks so of the strangers tried lots of stuff to make me laugh and unstand! I cound feel the care from you guys but as you knew that i am not a open people. As my strange worst personality I knew taht I won't Love lots of you guys but I will still care you guys.

 

I had choosen to go to the trip to North africa with Unief's people. After that I will travel, hope to see you guys some where. I wanna be happy when I get back next time!

BB, Kiddo, Stake, Zombi and Genus I LOVE you all. Specially my handsome brother that has been to a far place! Poon I love you forever, I will keep my promise! Hope you can stay happy in that place forever ever. Although I still don't trust you has goen. You will stay in my mind forever. I Love you.............big kiss


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Big things happened yesterday..............I still don't truth it! I really want that would be a joke but I knew it's not. I guess that's only three important people in my life, one has goen, one has dead and one is now heart broken! What should I do?

Shold I tell her that he has die?

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Monday, April 10, 2006

Today I cried again...........these days I had drank lots of visky to make me feel away the world........I try to eat and sleep, I try to be normal but I can not.

Someone told me that BB has leave HK either. Maybe this time we both got hurt deeply. Today daddy call me and asked me some questions. But I knew my answer made him feel disapporent. But anyway BB's place is no one can be remove. So you guys no need to keep saying that to me. I did make a lot of thinking after I left HK, I guess I knew what I am doing. I think she is really important to me so I will never forgive..........

Thanks Chef and me to typed the Chinese and I promise I will try my best to learn my poor chinese reading and writting. Because I really wanna to write something in Chinese to BB. So that will be my point............Oliver has back to HK a couple days ago but I had left. Maybe coz I am too lucky.........But thanks for the quiet care......

Everyone pls listen up: I knew most of you guys will think that I had in Love with my BB, that's why I am so hurt right now. But in fact is we are like family and we both had some experiences before. that's why I really Love her. But LOVE had got lots of types, do hope you guys can leave her alone. I don't want anyone to say somethings' bad about her again please. I said it I mean it.........Although maybe she doesn't want to contect me in the rest of her life, she is still my BB, I will  keep her in my heart all the time.


Sunday, April 09, 2006

尋覓生命中的伴侶有如尋找理想的居住環境一樣。單身人士猶如流浪漢一樣。在找單位中,有些因為太過昂貴,高不可攀;有些太過惡劣,覺得自己還可配得起條件好些。心急者不斷四出找合適的,就算不太理想,還是先搬進去,安頓了再算。

有些願意等待,相信命運的,順其自然,靜靜期待那個理想單位的出現。偶有遇見很合乎自己要求的,但可惜已有屋主,住的人不是自己。

終於,找到一見鍾情的,很合眼緣。朋友介紹,即可入住,亦不用佣金,還是回家不斷在想,但不下訂金可真笨。

搬進去了,用很多心思布置這新的家居。住得良久,小問題相繼出現,牆身入水、廁所掣不聽話等等問題。

走到街上,時常接過空置單位的宣傳單張,抬頭看空著的單位到處是,久不久,總會心癢癢,又想去覓個更理想,更合自己心水的單位。

回到家,望望自己住的環境,也不是想像中那麼多問題。雖有點兒悶,還是花多一點心思,去重新布置原有的家居,將傢俬換一換位置,將那些小問題修補一下。

不用尋覓了,還是覺得你最好。


Saturday, April 08, 2006

每當有人說起Carmen的「不是」的時候,我都會維護,原因很簡單,只因為我不是一個十分正義的人;而且,是我的好朋友。假設明天我便死去,那便是我一生人其中一個藉得綣戀的時光,而那個時光,正是我生命交叉在患得患失的年青歲月和必須面對現實、與現實交戰的一個分水嶺。你不要以為會任你擺佈,是一個不懂得「俾面」的人,用心&Love才是應付最好的方法。

3屆影帝: 黃秋生先生

   影帝的名銜只令你講
說話時多點人聽而已﹐其實得獎的興奮是很短暫的﹐正所謂畀面就影帝﹐唔畀面就契弟﹗

黃秋生說他的人生像是齣黑色喜劇。


黑色喜劇﹗我的人生可說是充滿嘲諷﹐而我則以喜劇的態度面對。你說不是充
滿嘲諷嗎﹖我小學畢業﹐沒讀過中學﹐卻有大專學位﹔我盲字唔識﹐卻有人說我很
有才華﹔工作上﹐我想有人要求我﹐就像讀演藝學院時﹐毛Sir(毛俊輝)那樣要求我﹐
但在香港拍電影往往對演員沒有什麼要求﹐如果有﹐可能只是要準時﹑記得台詞等﹐
許多時只要我有出席就可以了 同樣的際遇可以是黑色悲劇﹐也可以是黑色喜劇﹐我
選擇以喜劇方式面對﹐不要問我為什麼會這樣﹐因為太多因素影響﹐包括我的父母﹑
老師﹑看過的書…… 如果硬要說一個理由 ﹐可能就是 DNA 作用﹐我父親是英國人﹐
毛Sir 說過﹐我有英國人的黑色幽默。這種態度面對這世界﹐我覺得work ﹐而且舒
服﹐所以這態度不會改變。

Yesterday I had stay with my family, really we didn't stay tight for several months already. Although we haven't talk a lot, I still felt great. I did cook for them to eat but the pork were supper dry, and the rice also. But they said the fired chicken was OK. I just ate a bit and tehn I went to see the 第二十五屆香港電影金像獎頒獎典禮. Specially thanks HIM. I will remember what you did told me. I will try to take off the beautiful flower to keep a better life. I start to knew what's the meaning of for ever LOVE. Thanks for giving me a good chance to shuring your happiness. Authony Wong you are always my hero.

I had left HK already and I will try my best to stop crying. As I promise BBs & daddys that I will stay stronge. Hope to see all you guys again in HK or somewhere else in the world. Take good care.

 

P.s. Carmen although you don't wanna talk to me again, you will always be with me in my heart! Coz as I promise before I just got 2 BBs in my whole life and you will be one of them. Carmen you will be the one I always Love and care. Take good care and stay happy, don't forget to being healthy. Love you and byebye



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